Standing still

I’m the girl standing on the street corner watching as the world passes me by. What makes me think this way? I have no idea.
I feel like I’m not going anywhere in life, I’m 21… what is really expected from me? I would like to think that I’m making something for myself and that I’m not wasting my time at this street corner… but I honestly don’t know.
What do I do when my friends and my family are moving on down the street without me, I want to be able to join them, but I can’t get my feet to move?
There are so many directions for me to go… I can go south, north, west or east… I can even go north-west if I was to choose. But every time I take a step it’s as if the street moves with me and I’m still in the same spot. I’ve tried to move this way or that but every time I look up I realize that I haven’t moved at all.
My friends have all moved away from me… some are on the opposite side of the street and some have moved so far down that I don’t see them anymore… it is right for me to judge myself based on their achievements… if so I have definitely failed somewhere along the way. We are no long holding hands to cross the check point together… we’ve all gone our separate ways. But I’m still stuck … is my time already running out so soon?