I wish.

The lines between reality and my imagination blur just a bit and I believe, for a split second that we can be together. The part of my brain that tells me it’s not true is overruled by the part that thinks “what if”, and those thoughts are strengthen by the fact that my heart so wants it to be true. I want to be with you, though I know it’s not possible, I know that it would just end in heartache and pain for both of us. They say that opposites attract and in our case it can’t be truer. We came from different walks in life and met somehow in the mist of all the chaos. We became each other’s rock, a support that we hadn’t found and didn’t know before. Perhaps that is what makes me love you so much. Perhaps one day things will change or perhaps I’m just wishing for something that is never going to happen.