Love & Hate

With love comes hate... there is no doubt about it, but when it's all said and done people need to forgive, sometimes forget and move on. There is no point in holding on to hate when it does nothing but eat you inside.

I know it's easier said than done but I think that's it's something we all have to work harder at. It's ok to be angry; it's an emotion, that's what makes up humans. But being angry is easy... it's much harder to forgive someone then it is to be angry at them.

You can forever hold that hate inside or you can let it go... let it go so that it can be fill up with something else.

Think about this... heated anger is about passion where as cold anger is about hate. Which one do you have? Passion can drive us to do great things while hate will only destroy us.

I'm sorry, I held the hate inside me for so long, I wanted to hate you because it was easier than to love you, to love you like I did before or even think about loving you again. At first it was a heated anger... I was so angry that it happened the way it did but after a while I hated you because I could, because I was too weak to forgive you and to forgive myself. I couldn't come to face that I had a part in what happened as well, it wasn't all your fault, we both had a hand in it. I saw you this past week and all the hate that I held inside me came flooding back but when we started to talk I realized that I didn't want to hate anymore, it was too much. I asked for your forgiveness and you gave it to me, you asked for my forgiveness and I finally got to forgive you and more importantly myself. It seemed so easy but for the longest time all I could do was hate you because I didn't want to feel any other way. I just want to say you were my first, and I will never forget you. I'm glad we are on better terms now. I wish you all the best.