Quote of the day.

Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In the face of what we can lose in a day, in an instant, wonder what the hell it is that make us hold it together.

Random Useless Fact

40% of women have hurled footwear at a man.

I have to say, I'm not one of the 40%...

Why is God laughing?

Why is God laughing? by: Deepak Chopra

I really liked this book. Here are some quotes from it:

• Fear tells you that you aren’t safe. But you are. Thinking that you aren't safe is an illusion. If you believe in an illusion, you’re buying into a lie.
• Anytime one of your fears comes true, you give feat the credit for having protected you until that moment. Which only encourages you to spend your while life anticipating disaster.
• This isn't about who's afraid and who's not. Fear is one of the strongest layers of illusion. It’s like a fog bank inside each person. But if you could pierce the fog, you'd see that something incredible lies on the other side. Something you can't even imagine
• When the pain of being the same becomes greater than the pain of being different, you change.
• Behind you is the world you know, a world that hides from fear and obeys the desires of the ego. In front of you is the unknown. The question is, will you step through the door?
• Addictions are artificial substitutes. You’re stuck on things that never bring you what you really want. You can't have real roses, so you buy plastic ones. You can't think sweet thoughts, so you gobble down sugar. You can't figure out how to be happy, so you make other people laugh.

Update! pt.2

Part 2 of this update will contain my other story of coming out.

This happened just this past weekend. I went home to visit family and friends for Easter. I met up with a friend of mine whom I've known since I was about 11. Pretty much my whole life.
I had been talking to her before hand, and I'd told her that I had something I needed to tell her not over the phone, not online but in person which confused her and all the fun jazz.
I ended up telling her while in the car taking us to lunch. I pretty much said, "So what I have to tell you is that I like girls." and all she said was "ok". Which totally surprised me, I've never had anyone respond that way at all.
It was awesome though, because it didn't make me feel like an outcast or different or anything, just that she now knew. She then thanked me for tell her and gave me a hug. What was great about it was she didn't ask me "If it was a phase", "If I was joking", "If it was because of pass relationships or anything like that." She simply excepted it as is. I love her for that. =)
I ended up showing her the picture of the girl I'm currently crushing on and it was just like showing her a picture of a guy. It was great.

Hope you enjoyed this. It was a lot easier to share than I thought. =)

Quote of the day.

Mostly, I can't be who you want me to be and who I want me to be at the same time.

Random Useless Fact

You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world.

Update!

I hope everyone had a good holiday weekend and if you don't celebrate easter, I hope you had some chocolate or something. =)

Here is a bit on my life as of late... I came out when I was 18, I'm 21 now but for the last year or so I've pretty much lived in the closet. I guess you could call it a phase, you come in and out. I'd say that I'm a 90% lesbian and 10% straight, and I guess I could call myself a bisexual but usually I just tell people I'm into girls.

Anyways, I've been living in the closet for a while now, partly because all the people who I wanted/needed to tell already knew or all I had left were people I didn't want to tell.
This month, I've come out to 3 people that have been a large part of my life but I never got around to or didn't want to tell or put it off. There are many reasons, I'm sure anyone that's been in my position can name one or two right off the bat.

I recently told a good friend of mine that I'm gay and I avoided the internet for about a week to avoid her, because I was scared of her reaction. She doesn't live in the same city as me but we talk a lot and we visit each other 2-3 times a year. This whole avoiding her thing turned out to be totally lame because she's super supportive and much more stuff like that.I totally broke down after finally talking to her, I have no clue why ( I think it might have been relief). I felt like the world would eat me alive for telling her but it never did. >.< Of course, it helped that she was supportive and she was like "I knew it!!"

Come back later this week for another of my coming out experiences because I feel the need to share. =P

Quote of the day.

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

Random Useless Fact.

A duck quack does not echo.

Awesome Song!

Second Chance by Shinedown

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out Today

Well I just saw Hayley's comet, shw waved
Said "why you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today

Well I just saw Hayley's comet, she waved
Said "why you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Heres my chance
This is my chance

FML

FML has taken over the internet... if you don't know what it is, you live in a cave or don't have internet access. Either way, it's quite ok. Don't feel overly bad, it's quite easy to find it.
FML stands for "fuck my life" as site where people have the opportunity to talk about how messed up their lives can be.

Have some time to waste? Look up FML, you won't regret it, for the most part. It might actually make you more appreciative.

Later. =)

Best pet for virgos.

Virgos, who are very clean and often picky perfectionists, demand the best. The Bernese Mountain Dog satisfies all of a Virgo's high standards. These dogs are remarkably clean and are bred to be friendly and obedient servants. They are very easy to train and want to please as much as possible. This dog will gladly accompany a Virgo who donates time and services to a worthy cause and happily pitch in. Virgos will love working side-by-side with these diligent, loving dogs.

Want to know which pet is best for your sign? Click here.

Random Useless Fact

The name Vanilla comes from the Spanish word "vainilla", diminutive form of "vaina" (meaning "sheath"), which is in turn derived from Latin "vagina".

=D

Quote of the day.

Sometimes it is not about understanding the whys, but creating the becauses.

Generation Diva

A generation that primps and dyes and pulls and shapes, younger and with more vigor. Girls today are salon vets before they enter elementary school. Forget having mom trim your bangs, fourth graders are in the market for lush $50 haircuts; by the time they hit high school, $150 highlights are standard. Five-year-olds have spa days and pedicure parties. And instead of shaving their legs the old-fashioned way—with a 99-cent drugstore razor—teens get laser hair removal, the most common cosmetic procedure of that age group.

mhmm... sounds a bit crazy doesn't it. Here is the link, take a read yourself.