For three and a half years I let it take control of my life. I let it consume me and let it force me into making decisions I knew were wrong. Decisions that even today I don’t fully understand. I let this choice, this decision dictate everything that I did. I didn’t stand up to it. Maybe I didn’t know how. Maybe I didn’t want to. Maybe I felt it was easier to be unhappy than to battle the unknown.
I’m not even sure what happened. Three and a half years later I feel like I’ve finally awaken and I’m ready to start something new. I want to be someone else. Someone not consumed by my own past. I’m ready to move on, to start a new chapter in my life.
To live without the consequences of my past, to live for the future.
Friday, June 26, 2009
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