Today is one of those days where I say I can’t do this. I can’t be like this. There must be a solution. I can’t be gay. I can’t like girls. It’s so wrong. Today is one of those days where I need a positive reflection, any positive reflection, that I am ok. That I’m not going to burn in hell. That no, I have not made the choice to be gay. That I just am and there is nothing wrong with that. I need this reflection to help me get through this day. To allow me to feel like I belong to something, that I am someone who is a small part of a bigger picture. A bigger picture where one day I will be accepted for whom I am and who I love. No questions asked, no strange looks and no judgment, just acceptance.
Today is one of those days, where all those thoughts you’ve put in my head about how wrong it is that I am the way I am come up, that I should be able to be “cured” of this, that I have some horrible debilitating disease that will destroy everything you’ve worked so hard for.
Today is one of those days where I hold my head up high even though my heart is at my feet. Where when I get through it, I will be stronger.
About Me
- pink.sheep
- I like: - Toast with jam, peanut butter and a fried egg on top for breakfast. - Eating my pizza crust first - Running in the rain - Listening to people talk while I work as oppose to music - To make my bed before I get into it at night even if I don't make it in the morning
1 comment:
the only truth in life is your own. you can only be just who you are. keep your head high, your heart open, and be strong in your adversity.
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