Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Where does all the time go?

Ok, so I've decided that I need more hours in a day. Or some way to stretch out my days, because I get up in the morning, and the next thing I know it's time for bed.
What's the deal with that? I mean I shouldn't be complaining because it's probably a very good thing that I've been so busy, but still, I just want one hour where I can sit and do nothing.
I can't believe it's Wednesday already, I remember coming home Sunday and thinking, I hope it's a good quick week. Guess what? It has been an amazingly quick week. And it's noon already, which means that the day is about a third over. o.0
There are so many things I need to do sometime this week. I need to go get my car detailed and cleaned because I want to and it's spring so I want all the guck from winter off it. I need to do some laundry or I'll be going commando super soon. I need to finish cleaning my room, put away my winter gear, wash my windows, mow the lawn, and probably some other stuff I can't remember.
As for the last two postings... they're not finished, but I'm not entirely sure I want to put the rest of it up. It was an actual event in my life and I feel super stupid towards it at the moment. There is more, and it's gets dumber.
To the person who reads this and the postings and was on the receiving end, I'm sorry, there really are not enough words I can use to justify my actions that day.
To everyone else who read them, know that I'm not a horrible person, I'm just a little broken and damaged. :)
I could go on forever, I just might, but it'll have to wait till later because I have to run.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I personally liked your poems. I didn't think they were done, I think they're brilliant.

I like it because I can relate to it, because I've done something quite similar to it. But it's an experience, and we all learn.

So please, I'd like to read it, if you'd be willing to let me or us see it =)

AR