Out of Color

We can only live our lives with so many expectations from other people. We have expectations ourselves, what if their different from what other's expect, if you're like me, you'll put your expecations on the back burner and try to succeed at everyone else's expecatitions first. What happens when I'm sick and tired of putting other's first, does that make me selfish all of a sudden? I would like to think not(why do I think I am then?), but then peopel say "you've changed" well why? because I'm putting MY life first, because I want to live life MY way? becuase I no longer want to put myself second, or third?
I'm ready to set up to the plate and bat for myself, sure the first couple times I could end up hitting pop flies or striking out, but as I gain more confident, I'll get better, maybe I'll even hit a grand slam. Are you ready? I think I am. =D